FAQ 6: The "Eating Disorder Questionnaire", or mini FAQ's

Or as I like to call it: 'The How Fucking Crazy Am I? Questionnaire'

Name:

Age: 19

Gender: F

Height: 5’2

Starting Weight:  145lbs

Current Goal weight: 125lbs

Ultimate Goal weight: 115lbs

Lowest weight: 140

Highest weight: 180

Favorite Diet food: Scrambled egg and baked beans

Favorite Binge Food: Biscuits

Favorite exercise: Yoga

Does anyone know? Nope. Two friends but they may have forgotten.

What makes you slip up? Loneliness, insecurity, shame, desiring attention

When did it start? 16 years old

What do you see when you look in the mirror? A fat girl

Is it for attention? yes

Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends? Fat

Are you depressed: yes

HAVE YOU EVER:

[x] Tried to commit suicide

[] Cut yourself

[] Ever been to a psychologist

[x] Lost weight

[x] Gained weight

[]Drank

[] Smoked

[] Taken drugs

[x] My weight affects my mood

[x] I weigh myself daily.

[x] Fasted

[x] Skipped a meal

[] Chew and spit

[x] B/P

SEXUALITY:

[]Bi

[]Lesbian

[]Gay

[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex 

[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher

[x] I am a cuddler

[] I’ve kissed in the rain

[x] I’ve hugged a stranger

[x] I have kissed a stranger

I’VE DONE: 

 [] Weed

 [] Cigarettes

 [] Alcohol 

 [] Diet pills

[x] Pain killers

 []Sleeping pills

 [x]Anti-depressants/Mood supporters

 [] Ecstasy

 [] LSD 

 [] Mushrooms

 [] Speed

 [] Cocaine

 [] Other Oxys and nuerontin

Currently:

[x] anorexic

[x] ednos

 []bulimic

 [] living off laxative/diet pills

 [] hungry

 [] thirsty

 [] drinking something

 [] Under 40kg

 [x] fasting/starving myself

People:

[x] have asked if I’m anorexic/bulimic

 [x] have called me fat

 [x] have said I’m skinny

 [x] have said I’m ugly

 [x] have said I’m pretty

 [x] spread rumors about me

 [x] forced me to eat

 [x]say I eat too much

 [x] wish I’d eat more

I wish:

[x] I was THIN

 [x] I had a better body

 [x] I didn’t have to eat

 [x] I could control myself

 [x] I was under 100 lbs

 [x] I could avoid food

 [x] I could hide what I am

 [x] I wasn’t fat 

 [x] I was pretty

I love:

[x] feeling hungry

 [x] seeing a difference when fasting

 [] shaking

 [x] feeling airy

 [x] losing weight

 [x] being anorexic/bulimic

 [x] coffee

 [x] green tea

 []diet pills

 [x] being able to turn down food

 [] feeling good about myself

Appearance:

[x] I am shorter than 5’4

 [x] I think I’m ugly 

 [x] I have scars

 [] I wish my hair was a different color

 [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color

 [] I have a tattoo

 [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance

 [] I have/had braces

 [x] I wear glasses/contacts

 [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free

 [x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger

 [] I have more than 2 piercings

 [x] I have piercings in places besides my ears

 [] I have freckles

Family:

[] I have a sibling at least 18 years older then me.

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents

 [] I’ve run away from home

 [] I’ve been kicked out of the house

[x] My biological parents are together

 [] I have a sibling less than one year old

 [] I want to have kids someday

 [] I’ve had children

 [] I’ve lost a child/baby

 [] I can’t have children

Relationships:

[x] I’m single

 [] I’m in a relationship

 [] I’m engaged

 [] I’m married

 [] I’ve gone on a blind date

 [x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper

 [x] I miss someone right now

 [x] I have a fear of abandonment

 [x] I’ve cheated in a relationship

 [] I’ve gotten divorced

 [x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back

 [] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t

 [x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did

 [x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

Bad Times:

[] I’ve consumed alcohol

 [] I regularly drink

 [] I can’t swallow pills

 [] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water

 [x] I have been diagnosed with depression

 [x] I shut others out when I’m upset

 [] I take anti-depressants

 [x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have ednos

 [x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it

 [x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose

 [x] I’ve woken up crying

 [x] I’ve fallen asleep crying

 [x] I’ve lost weight

 [x] I’ve gained weight

 [x] My weight holds me back

 [x] Weight consumes me

 [x] I’m at my thinnest

 [] I’m at my biggest

 [x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off

 [x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back

 [x] My weight affects my mood

 [x] I weigh myself daily

 [x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me

 [] I hate compliments

[x] I want to tell people to “stop lying” when they compliment me

 [x] I feel bigger than people who are my size

 [x] I feel happy when I’m hungry

 [x] I get depressed after I eat

 [x] I’ve skipped a meal

 [x] I’ve thrown food away

 [x] I’ve spit food out

 [x] I’ve fasted

 [] I’ve taken diet pills 

 [x] I’ve used laxatives

 [x] I’ve purged

 [x] I exercise 

 [x] I exercise so I can eat

 [x] I work out secretly

 [x] I work out daily 

 [] I’ve fainted from exhaustion 

Habits:

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret

 [x] I look at thinspo

 [x] I count calories

[x] I’ve had negative intake days

 [x] I avoid food

 [x] I hate food

 [x] I love food

 [] I want to be this way 

 [x] I don’t want to be like this

 [x] I wish I could have more control

 [x] losing weight is my top priority

 [] I am in treatment

 [x] I’m doing this for me