The decision

I want to change. I want to stop letting everything get to me. I want to stop being so emotional and sensitive. I want to learn to let go.

I want to stop hurting. I want to stop letting every little mistake get to me.

It's not okay to be "severely sensitive". Equally it's not okay to be an ignorant bitch. People are human. People will make humane mistakes. Take several steps forward and don't let them ruin you.

Have I ever complained about my family here?

I feel like I don't commend them enough.

They're the greatest people in the world. I don't know how they put up with me but they do it. They even tame me. If it wasn't for them I'd have gone crazier than I already am. That kind of crazy is the kind which goes way past the point of no return.