Child pornography is a real thing

Tonight's post isn't about me. As you can obviously tell from the title it's about child pornography,  or "cp" as some like to censor it. It's almost as if saying the words child pornography make people feel scared and shameful. Wanna know what I feel? Guilt. It kills me knowing that there are so many kids out there suffering such a horror. It puts me off having my own children because there could be a slight chance that one day - God forbid - if they get kidnapped their fate could end in cp.

I don't like being alone.

I realised it just now. I mean I've always known it but it never hit me. I don't like being alone. I really hate feeling lonely.

"You have attachment issues."

My friend told me this today. I haven't seen her in 18 months and suddenly she came out with this. I think we were talking about the guys I've [almost] been with and something else along those lines and it just amazed me that it was so obvious to her.

Have I ever complained about my family here?

I feel like I don't commend them enough.

They're the greatest people in the world. I don't know how they put up with me but they do it. They even tame me. If it wasn't for them I'd have gone crazier than I already am. That kind of crazy is the kind which goes way past the point of no return.

Ahahaha I knew I liked Buffy for a reason.

The Borderline Personality Disorder Test

"Keep breaking what's been fixed a thousand times"

I have another blog! I always wanted to do this blog. Never have I had the motivation until now.

So here it is: fatnutjob.blogspot.com

It's a weightloss and thinspo blog. It's my journey. People with eating disorders, I'd advise you to not visit it. It could be a real trigger.